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Never again

Rejoice ahead of time – I will never again
Celebrate a bit too soon – I will never again

If it’s OK for you to see moms cry, and kids die
Then watch the news on TV – I will never again

Tulips might bloom again in Spring , the trees might go fiery red in Autumn
But take these for granted – I will never again

Our quest for cause and effect – has made our senses blind
I’ve read Malcolm Gladwell but – I will never again

She hurt herself in the kitchen, the dal burst in her face
Fantasize of food from home – I will never again

There’s no right, no wrong, OK! – but which shade of grey am I?
I used to speculate a lot – I will never again

They didn’t cut my wings – just discouraged me gently
Fly my flight of fancy – I will never again

Have you thought about yourself, your condition calls for it
You think a lot about others, ‘Mat – I will never again

Sad tonight

Laughter won’t roll, I’ll be sad tonight
You don’t console, I’ll be sad tonight

The oh-so-sweet words, that puppy face
They have no soul, I’ll be sad tonight

I show a brave face, I keep my chin up
But my heart has a hole, I’ll be sad tonight

‘Tis not their naked tyranny, but their slippery guile
That’s taken its toll, I’ll be sad tonight

The pain is incessant, I hurt from within
Walking on hot coal, I’ll be sad tonight

Is being naïve worse than being stupid?
You can take a poll, I’ll be sad tonight

A sentimental fool, an emotional wreck
Being sad is my goal, I’ll be sad tonight

This is who

I’m often asked
About who I am

Mostly
I make up an answer

But this time
I did wonder

Which analogy, what metaphor
Would I use for myself?

I think I fancy myself
As a jumbo advertising balloon

One that’s high in the sky
Looking over the cityscape

Persuasive
Impressive

I have a view
I swerve, observe

I brave the elements
Resilient, sensitive

Tethered at the base
I am secure, I can’t get lost

But
I am not free.

How

How will I get there
I ask myself
As I navigate
Through this vast ocean of life.

I do not enjoy
Playing this game
By its rules.

But I don’t go far
When I swim
Against the tide.

A Christmas Wish

As he stood alone
In that room full of suits
Doubting himself, overwhelmed
A stranger smiled at him

As they sat in that clinic
Unable to swallow the news
The old lady stepped up
And held her hand

When he couldn’t sleep
Hurting of pain and spite
She rested her head on his chest
Exactly where the vacuum was

This Christmas
I wish you a warm smile
A comforting hand
A companion who soothes

But you have to promise
That you’ll smile at strangers
Show empathy
And heal.

A lie

Nobody
Has visited my blog
In the past few days.

I feel bad.

But you only write for yourself
Says a voice from within.

I might be a hypocrite, I say
But you, sir, are a pathetic liar.

That feeling

In our cynical, cynical world
(Of Jerry Maguire fame)
Doesn’t it feel good
When someone (anyone)
Appreciates something (anything)

Courtship

What do you see
When you close your eyes
Small rings of green
Or a familiar face

What do you hear
In a noisy crowd
An incessant cacophony of things
Or your own heartbeat

What do you taste
When eating with friends
A juicy steak
Or the sweet warmth of fellowship

What do you smell
In a Louis Vuitton store
The scent of wealth
Or the sweat trickling down your neck

This is not a cosmo quiz
No scores for a or b
If you know the answers (whatever they are)
You have a friend in you

If, however,
You’re not sure at all
Keep having fun
The courtship is still on

Smiling within

What’s more charming
Than feeling happy
For someone else’s happiness

What satisfies as much
As praising someone
With no vested interest

What satiates the soul
More than seeing the success
Of someone you love (for no reason)

What brings more content
Than witnessing special efforts
Eventually rewarded

If you looked for answers
Or, even better, found them
I wish you well

If you were nodding
With a smile on your face
I wish you more such moments

You’re alone

I have bad news
For those of you
Who think of others
And empathize

Those of you
Whose hearts sink
When you hear of misery
Your soul cries

When you read of rape
Your blood boils
You clench your fist
Not rationalize

A million kids – homeless
Still walking, wearing a smile
Watching it on the news
A part of you dies

Peaceful protesters
Accused of causing violence
But you don’t believe
The official lies

The bad news is
That you’re all alone
The hashtags on Twitter
Just deceive your eyes

The core of our world
Is made of cold stone
It cares a damn
About their tears, about your sighs

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